Rulebook.... Meet Window

I am so tired of playing by the rules. I have spent most of my life following rules and expectations of others. I'm am just about to quote Heidi Klum and say, "Rulebook, you're out." It seems so incredibly wrong that one can make all of the "right" choices and still end up being nowhere. I am tired of bending over backwards only to be the one overlooked. I am tired of being told that I am wrong be people with no moral compass. Bottom line, I'm sick of it. And, I think I'm done. I'm done with rules, I'm done with expectations, I'm done with trying to make everyone happy. Because in the end, the only thing it's done is make me unhappy and put me in a position where I'm going to have to start from scratch again.